I had a dream.

i had a dream once.

The details.. well.. i shall not reveal.

u know.. i dont know what u dream about when ur dreams are gone. u know.. do u start new ones?

for me.. i think.. thats tough when everything u ve ever dreamed of comes true and then suddennly disappear like a thin cloud after the sun shows up.. u know.

and ah.. i ve feeling down lately.. u know.. a moody kind of sadness.. like being in a dimly lit room listening to cheap love ballads. The last time i felt this down, i didnt look into mirrors much. i think. i felt that my own reflection, in other peoples eyes was much better than how i felt about myself. In their eyes.. i look good and i look strong. But.. u know.. they cant see what i see.. or what ive seen.

i simply didnt feel right. Maybe its just that my life is getting to change.. u know.. in other words..turn yet another corner. BIG-TIME.