Just some updates.

hi people. It has been some time. u know.. I was supposed to totally ignore me blog for 7 weeks.. but.. heck.. changed my mind and decided to post an entry instead.

Well.. for an update.. training is sick. Literally.

Contacted some weird virul infection roughly 2 weeks into the course.. and u know.. with my 427 drug allergies.. i had to be sick for about a week and then u know.. i lost plenty of weight. decent weight. Somewhere in the region of 6 kgs..

F**K, that is a hell load of weight. Go into a supermarket and try to buy 6 kgs of beef.. or pork.. or whatever that u fancy.. and look at the sheer size of it.

So now i look as though i am anorexic. ableit with muscles. thanks to those good old days where i talked them into shape in the gym.

and speaking of my remaining muscles.. they still got me selected for some crap SAF video.. will start filming next week.. sounds like good fun to me.

Well.. my training ends on the 25th of Nov.. and i guess.. thats when i will be turning yet another corner.

My birthday's on the 28th of Nov.. i repeat.. its on the 28th of Nov.. and that's also when my school semester starts.. and that's also when i return to my parent unit.. oh god.. I miss them? and did i mention that its my birthday on the 28th of Nov?

And.. not many people know.. but i havent been myself lately.. well.. u know.. not really not being myself.. but u could say that i was half the man that i was when in full-flow.. u know..

Been troubled.. turning the wrong corners.. losing my balls.. argh.. whatever..

A good thing is that during this course.. i get quite a bit of alone time.. u know.. where i could just ponder whatever i want.. and reflect on the corners ive turned.. something like being in jail?

And ive been thinking about loads of stuffs lately.. u know.. u could say that i ve been sorting myself out... so.. at the end of the day? i really hope that i will be back to full-flow when I pass out from the course..

so that i can be myself again.

Can i have my balls back?